mama syg sarah ok!

ok blog dah berhabuk..lately malas sgt nak update anythinh sbb xsihat..Ok,td sarah betul2 pissed me off! nak tau why?? boleh dia masukkan biji manik apa tah dlm idung pastu xnak ngaku..tu pun nasib my bro cam sedar dia gtaw suh check..bila tanya sarah boleh dia ckp "tasha xmain pun..tasha pegang"..last2 check idung nampak ada manik tu stuck dlm idung..dah kantoi baru nak nangis sakit la apa..haihhhhh..mmg cari pasal.nasib la aku bkn jenis panik mcm mak aku..ada dia suh budak tu hembus kuar..kalo pandai hembus xpe,ni dia lagi sedut..ahahahha..so lpas cari tweezer aku pun slowly la kan cabut benda tu.then apa lagi,mmg nak mengamuk la sbb dulu dia penah masukkan brg dlm telinga smp kena g spital.now xserik lagi tu buat lagi..tp tgh naik angin nak marah terus jadi sebak sbb bila aku tny kenapa masukkan benda dlm idung? her answer betul2 buat aku menangis teresak2 terus peluk dia.. "tasha rindu abah sgt.abah tipu tasha.abah kata nak bwk balik tasha tp xmai pun.tasha bwk masuk la biji dlm hidung bagi sakit.nanti tasha sakit baru la abah mai amik tasha".................

Gle ah anak aku btl2 dah pandai la..im so sorry sayang..im trying my best to protect u,to love u but its not easy cuz im not that strong.i miss ur daddy too..lets just pray that he'll come back to us ok..no matter what happen i will always love u n taking care of u until my last breath.no one can take u away from me..

to sarah's DAD : ur daughter miss u so much and so do i..im not goin to beg u cuz i know u with someone else dah so i berserah dekat allah.we love u so much n pray that kita akan jadi one family macam dulu blk.. :)

this is my precious things in my whole life.dorang ni la hidup aku,nafas aku,jantung aku.without them i just cant live anymoree..I LOVE U!!