betul ke apa aku buat ni?

PTT KE ADIK BERADIK GADUH? KDG2 AKU RS XBELONG HERE N I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM THEM..TP BTL KE APA AKU RS OR ITS'JUST PERASAAN AKU JE.SMLM AKU BENGANG SGT SO I TEXT MY BROTHER CKP KALO DIA RASA HINA SGT NK BG AKU NAIK KETE DIA OR DDK DKT DGN DIA JUST SAY IT IN FRONT OF ME LA KAN..I SAID HE CAN LEAVE THE PHONE I GAVE HIM DULU IF DIA DAH BENCI SGT N NAK MENYOMBONG SGT DGN AKU.HE DID N BEFORE HE LEFT HE SAID SORRY.ALTHOUGH MCM XIKHLAS TP DIA CKP JGAK N IT MAKES ME FEEL GUILTY KOT..HAIH..WHAT SHUD I DO?